"Knee can I begged you to cooperate with me?" Can you both kindly don't make me so demoralizing and terrible...
I just want to keep running ... It's my passion and it's my life too!
I have 6 more standard chartered singapore marathon to go and more of others races (sundown, phuket international marathon, etc)
I had a moderate long run just now. I started running at 6:30pm and I reached back home at 7:35pm. According to my Polar RS200SD, the total distance that I covered is 12.48km.
Route I took:
My house (Blk 28 Jalan Bukit Merah -> Queensway Shopping Centre -> AIA Building -> Hot Park -> River Valley Secondary School (Opposite PSA Building) -> Telok Blangah Height -> Habour Front -> Kampong Bahur -> SGH -> Chinatown Pearl Centre -> People's Park Complex -> OG -> Havelock Road -> Tiong Bahru Plaza -> Henderson Road -> Bukit Merah Central -> home!
I feel so useless when I hit River Valley, knee start giving way - the more I keep running, the more I can hear the rubbing sound. I forgotten to bring my deep heat out and I forced myself to continue running - I didn't bring any cards or cash; the only thing was with me is my iPod Nano... I bear with the pain and thankfully with the songs at my iPod it kind of help me to press on.
It's such a lousy timing!
I remembered in the past few year back, I can simply run all these without any difficulties but now... I headed down to consult doctor on my knee on 16th December 2008. After a minor test conducted by the doctor on my both knee ~ here are the outcome.
Doctor: "Both of my side of the knee cartilage are totally wear and tear. Usually when people do running, the knee moved up and down but mine is moving left and right." (see below)
Me: "I know I had injured my knee during my secondary x-country race and at that time I didn't bother to take good care. Now it is getting worst."
Doctor: "Wear a knee guard during training and if ever going for race use it as it helps to tighten and prevent too much further damage."
Me: "It look like cockster when wearing knee guard, any others ways"
Doctor: "smile! He give me the cream (Bio-Glucosamine + MSM cream) to apply. It take 6 months to feel the effect."
Me: "6 months to feel the effect. But I am having my ultra marathon (84km) in just a few more months time"
Doctor: "kinda of give up and only smile."
I wish I can turn back to my secondary life that after I injured myself I quickly go seek treatment.
I know if it totally wear off, I need to go for a surgery to replace the cartilage but would I still be able to run then? :-(