Saturday, as per normal headed to Sentosa with my CQ coursemates (Brendon, Doris & John). As per normal John is forever late! This time round Brendon and I didn't wait for him we did something terrible - We smsed him and told him that we go in first to play as Brendon didn't step into Sentosa close to a month. Reason being, he went to oversea execrise with his unti.

Really missed the tim during our course.. From the middle of the course, we decided that every saturday we would make an effort to go sentosa as our weekly activity... Initially almost all agreeded but ending up only a few stick on to the plan... John, Brendon, Shiekh, Doris, Nata, Steven, Zhi Yang and myself... Others seemed to be drifting apart...

It is just HUMAN NATURE! When any need help then all will actually by all means to look for you! Sigh!

In Sentosa met up with Walter, Jeffrey, Jun Zhang, Kah Boon, Angela, Jian Rong, Emily - my volleyball khalis... Had a pretty good and long match at the court unless late noon whereby we met a super strong team. Nevertheless, we lost the game 25:18 - did a pretty good defence...

After which we headed to Carl's Jr for our dinner - Ordered combo 1 with chilli beef fries. This is the first time that i eat Carl's Jr. FYI the burger is so so huge till me having a hard time to finish.

Shop around ViVo after that. Thanks to John who got itchy backside - wanting to get a slipper from NUM but ended up don't want cos he say too expensive. Shit him! For myself i gotten a gift for Jonathan who will be leaving us today evening to Japan for 10 days and US for 3 years.

Met up with him earlier on at my house and pass him the gift. I had much to talk and tell him no time doesn't really allow me to do so. I am so disappointed! :( He had some others appointment in line waiting for him.

Especially to Jonathan, i am sorry that i am unable to send you to airport today because i need to book in to camp. Stupid ARMY... I hate it... You must take good care of yourself! I gonna to miss you! Do keep in contact and mail me when u got your address over there. Looking forwar for you to come back singapore during your vacation so we can catch up together again. I promise i will visit you after my ORD!

Did some reflections on my life!

It's been a quite sometimes that i had graduated from my polytechnic. I had actually moved on to my next phase of my life - National Service. And soon, me ending my national service phase and moving on to greater challenges. I really had no idea how the road in front of me would be like. I am so scared and confused! I don't want to walk down the road myself.. to that someone - i hope you will read this and get my hint.

Reminiscing the past.. Looking at all the photos and videos.. I really missed everything especially the time during my polytechnic - my CCA (student ambassadors as president) .. All the funs, hard work and friendship built on. I will continue to maintain my blog till the date i die... It seemed that blog is the only way that i can use to pour my feeling into it. Whereas for my NS life... just abt 6to7 more months to ORD... So near but yet some far!

Glad that i had learnt pretty much at NS and hopefully it will help me grow more mature then. With all the encouragment, trust, bonding, friendship will see me through the remaining of my life.

What am i going to do next after my NS? I was thinking to further my studies but i can't decide which section i wan go? Tourism & Hospitality, Business Administration or going oversea for Sports Degree? The fee is so expensive in the university. I love all 3... Should i just stop at a diploma level?

Can anyone help or rather advice me.

Looking forward to the day where i have more freedom and can do all i want... To catch up with those that either left singapore like Jonathan or those who i rarely meet up with like Kelly, my beloved ambassadors... Wondering if I still have the opportunities? :(

Was listening to this special song and somehow fallen in love with it - Way Back Into Love (Music & Lyrics)

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night

I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspirationNot just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you

I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh